it seems so fast, half the year has passed. well more than half in fact now that july's coming to an end.

things are turning out much better and i hope it stays this way. like that, i can leave with a peace of mind (:

my recent bangkok trip woke me up quite a bit. i dont know why, but i realised why ultimately i wanted t further my studies overseas. and yet when i thought i knew the reason why, something happened which confused me again. gah. dont want t think about it. i'm leaving and its okay, i dont need t know why i should or should not.

pretty good time these days, time for many more things, for more people, for more thinking.

dont want t think about too much, dont want t worry. i'll just look forward t half a year more of fun. inner mongolia, woohoo! hahaha come 29th, its exactly six months to go. it'll fly by i'm sure. pretty sure i'll be ready t leave by then. almost am now